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Of .com myspace us for .com myspace humiliating her and .com myspace exposing her as a fraud in front of .com myspace her crew. At least she might leave us alone for .com myspace a bit now. So much looking forward to .com myspace the summer, anyway. Will be .com myspace so lovely having a boyfriend when it is .com myspace warm. We will be .com myspace able to .com myspace go on romantic mini-breaks. V. happy.
June. Hah! Boyfriend
Saturday 3 June
8st 13, alcohol units 5, cigarettes 25, calories 600, minutes spent looking at .com myspace brochures: long-haul 45, mini-break 87, 1471 calls 7 (g.).
Finding it impossible to .com myspace concentrate on almost anything in the heat except fantasies about going on mini-breaks with Daniel. Head is .com myspace filled with visions of .com myspace us lying in glades by rivers, me in long white floaty dress, Daniel and .com myspace I sitting outside ancient Cornish waterside pub sipping pints in matching striped T-shirts .com myspace .com myspace watching the sun set over the sea; Daniel and .com myspace I eating candlelit dinners in historic country-house-hotel courtyards then retiring to .com myspace our room to .com myspace shag all hot summer night.
Anyway. Daniel and .com myspace I are going to .com myspace a party tonight at .com myspace his friend Wicksy's, then tomorrow I expect we will go to .com myspace the park or out to .com myspace a lovely pub in the country for .com myspace lunch. It is .com myspace marvellous having a boyfriend.
Sunday 4 June
9st, alcohol units 3 (g.), cigarettes 13 (g.), Minutes spent looking at .com myspace brochures: long-haul 30 (g.), mini-break 52, 1471 calls 3 (g.).
7 p.m. Humph. Daniel has just gone home. Bit fed up, actually. Was really lovely hot Sunday but Daniel did not want to .com myspace go out or discuss mini-breaks and .com myspace insisted on spending all afternoon with the curtains drawn, watching the cricket. Also the party was quite nice last night, but at .com myspace one point we went over to .com myspace join Wicksy and .com myspace a very pretty girl he was talking to. I did notice, as we approached, that she looked rather defensive.
'Daniel,' said Wicksy, 'have you met Vanessa?'
'No,' said Daniel, putting on his most flirtatious seductive grin and .com myspace holding out his hand. 'Nice to .com myspace meet you.'
'Daniel,' said Vanessa, folding her arms and .com myspace looking absolutely livid, 'We've slept together.'
God, it's hot. Quite like leaning out of .com myspace the window. Someone is .com myspace playing a saxophone in effort to .com myspace pretend we are all in a film set in New York, and .com myspace can hear voices all around because everyone's windows are open, and .com myspace smell cooking from restaurants. Hmm. Think would like to .com myspace move to .com myspace New York: though probably, come to .com myspace think of .com myspace it, not v. g. area for .com myspace mini-breaks. Unless mini-break actually is .com myspace to .com myspace New York, which would be .com myspace pointless if one were already in New York.
Will just ring Tom then get down to .com myspace work.
8 p.m. Just going round to .com myspace Tom for .com myspace a quick drink. Just for .com myspace half an hour.
Tuesday 6 June
9st 2, alcohol units 4, cigarettes 3 (v.g.), calories 1326, Instants 0 (excellent), 1471 calls 12 (bad), hours spent asleep 15 (bad, but not self's fault as heatwave).
Managed to .com myspace persuade Perpetua to .com myspace let me stay at .com myspace home to .com myspace work. Certain she only agreed because she wants to .com myspace sunbathe too. Mmmm. Got lovely new mini-break brochure: 'Pride of .com myspace Britain: Leading Country House Hotels of .com myspace the British Isles'. Marvellous. Going through all pages one by one imagining Daniel and .com myspace me being alternately sexual and .com myspace romantic in all the bedrooms and .com myspace dining rooms.
11 a.m. Right: am going to, concentrate now.
11.25 a.m. Hmmm, got a bit of .com myspace a scratchy nail.
11.35 a.m. God. I just started having paranoid fantasy for .com myspace no reason about Daniel having an affair with someone else and .com myspace thinking up dignified but cutting remarks to .com myspace make him sorry. Now why should that be? Have I sensed with a woman's intuition that he is .com myspace having an affair?
The trouble with trying to .com myspace go out with people when you get older is .com myspace that everything becomes so loaded. When you are partnerless in your thirties, the mild bore of .com myspace not being in a relationship - no sex, not having anyone to .com myspace hang out with on Sundays..com-myspace .ccom-myspace .coom-myspace .comm-myspace .com--myspace .com-mmyspace .com-myyspace .com-mysspace .com-mysppace .com-myspaace .com-myspacce .com-myspacee com-myspace .om-myspace .cm-myspace .co-myspace .commyspace .com-yspace .com-mspace .com-mypace .com-mysace .com-myspce .com-myspae .com-myspac . com-myspace .c om-myspace .co m-myspace .com -myspace .com- myspace .com-m yspace .com-my space .com-mys pace .com-mysp ace .com-myspa ce .com-myspac e .com-myspace c.com-myspace .ocom-myspace .cmom-myspace .co-m-myspace .comm-myspace .com-ymyspace .com-msyspace .com-mypspace .com-mysapace .com-myspcace .com-myspaece bcom-myspace .yom-myspace .cfm-myspace .cob-myspace .comymyspace .com-lyspace .com-mgspace .com-myspace .com-mysrace .com-myspdce .com-myspaee .com-myspacm You, I'm on the phone.'
'Let me in.'
'What?' He was playing for .com myspace time I could tell.
'Press the buzzer, Daniel,' I said.
Isn't it funny how you can detect someone's presence, even though you can't see, hear or otherwise discern them? Oh of .com myspace course I'd checked the cupboards on the way up the stairs and .com myspace there was no one in any of .com myspace them. But I knew .com myspace was a woman in Daniel's house. Maybe .com myspace was a slight smell . . . something about the way .com myspace was behaving. Whatever .com myspace was, I just knew.
We stood there warily at .com myspace opposite sides of .com myspace the sitting room. I was just desperate to .com myspace start running around opening and .com myspace dosing all the cupboards like my mother and .com myspace ringing 1471 to .com myspace see if there .com myspace a number stored .com myspace America.
'What have you got .com myspace he said. I had forgotten about Janine's outfit in the excitement.
'A bridesmaid's dress,' I.